I don’t know if it’s the twitch in my son’s face (eye area)…
I don’t know if it’s the lack of sleep…
I don’t know if it’s the physical problems I am dealing with…
I don’t know if it’s the sloooooow weight loss because I can’t exercise much right now…
I don’t know what it is, really…
I can’t quite put my finger on it.
But, I’m not in the mood to blog right now. At least, not like I used to.
I don’t look forward to it.
I sit here most of the time with a blank screen and an equally blank mind.
I have been really grumpy. Hormones?
Rich is working a lot and I am alone with the kids most of the time.
It appears I may not be able to return to school this summer as hoped.
I might be a little on the depressed side of things.
I don’t know.
It’s a daily internal struggle to look at the bright side.
All I seem to notice is what is wrong all around me.
People’s lives are falling apart day after day.
Relationships are ripped at the seams.
Children are stolen, raped, beaten, abused, murdered, aborted, abandoned, sold, and so on.
I am exhausted from it all.
Seems the labor pains have begun.
See you all when the sun shines from within again.
Until then… party on Wayne, party on Garth.